Chorus
I can feel it now, I can feel it now
something moving where it stopped somehow
been so quiet, been so cold so long
now the ice is cracking, now I'm coming back, I'm coming back
I can feel it now
Verse
came in over the ridge with a fire in my hand
only light for miles in a sleeping land
all the trees stood still, holding in their breath
nothing here had moved since I don't know when
Pre-Chorus
then a drop fell down from the frozen eaves
and the silence broke, and the silence breathed
one small sound, oh, one small sound
and the whole white world started turning round
Chorus
I can feel it now, I can feel it now
something moving where it stopped somehow
been so quiet, been so cold so long
now the ice is cracking, now I'm coming back, I'm coming back
I can feel it now
Verse
underneath my feet there's a river slow
turning over once like it's letting go
nine white tails unfold in the melting drift
and a hundred winters give a little lift
Pre-Chorus
yeah a drop fell down from the frozen eaves
and the silence broke, and the silence breathed
one small sound, oh, one small sound
and the whole white world started turning round
Chorus
I can feel it now, I can feel it now
something moving where it stopped somehow
been so quiet, been so cold so long
now the ice is cracking, now I'm coming back, I'm coming back
I can feel it now
Bridge
oh, I forgot, I forgot how this feels
the slow warm ache of something real
let it in, let it in, let it in
let the morning find me here again
Chorus
I can feel it now, I can feel it now
something moving where it stopped somehow
been so quiet, been so cold so long
now the ice is cracking, now I'm coming back, I'm coming back
I can feel it now
Outro
I'm coming back
I'm coming back
I can feel it now
Verse
found you curled at the foot of the oak
fur gone white with the frost
breath so slow I had to lean in close
to be sure you weren't quite lost
Chorus
so I set the coal down low
let it glow between us, let it glow
no rush, little ghost, no rush
just thaw, just thaw, just thaw
Verse
didn't shake you, didn't call a name
didn't drag you from the cold
just sat in the dark with a hand-sized flame
and let the ice lose its hold
Chorus
so I set the coal down low
let it glow between us, let it glow
no rush, little ghost, no rush
just thaw, just thaw, just thaw
Verse
then an ear came loose from the rime
and a paw remembered the ground
some things won't be hurried — you give them time
and the warm comes back around
Chorus
so I set the coal down low
let it glow between us, let it glow
no rush, little ghost, no rush
just thaw, just thaw, just thaw
Outro
and somewhere in the dark
a tail moved, once
Verse
deeper in, the wood is full of statues
caught mid-step in the snow
a stag with his head thrown back
a wren that never let go
Litany
here's a fox that ran from a fire
here's a doe with her fawn in the frost
here's a thousand frozen mornings
here's everything the winter lost
Anchor
I don't wake them, I don't wake them
I just walk on through
Verse
some of them are wearing faces
I'm almost sure I know
but you can't thaw the whole world at once
so you leave them in the snow
Anchor
I don't wake them, I don't wake them
I just walk on through
Litany
here's the one I was when it happened
here's the one who couldn't speak
here's the one who lay down in the cold
and slept near half a week
Anchor
I don't wake them, I don't wake them
I just walk on through
Outro
and the snow comes down behind me
filling up my tracks
Verse
took me a while to understand
this winter isn't weather
something in these woods decided
to stop the spring forever
Verse
lost something one bad autumn
and couldn't bear the bloom
so it pulled the cold in tight as a coat
and made the whole world a tomb
Chorus
but the ice is thin where the heart is
the ice is thin where it broke
and I felt the whole forest shudder
like a sleeper about to wake
Verse
you don't have to name the sorrow
you don't have to dig for the wound
just let one warm thing in
and watch the cold come unspooled
Chorus
'cause the ice is thin where the heart is
the ice is thin where it broke
and I felt the whole forest shudder
like a sleeper about to wake
Outro
and somewhere deep, a sound
like a held breath letting go
Verse
found a hollow out of the wind
banked the snow up high
laid you in against my coat
and let the long night by
Chorus
hush now, hush now
nothing has to happen yet
hush now, hush now
just the snow, just the snow, just the dark and the warmth and the breath
Verse
no spring tonight, no sun tonight
no needing to be well
just two small fires in a frozen world
and the soft of the snowfall
Chorus
hush now, hush now
nothing has to happen yet
hush now, hush now
just the snow, just the snow, just the dark and the warmth and the breath
Verse
you don't have to wake for me
you don't have to climb
just stay here in the hollow
and let me hold the time
Chorus
hush now, hush now
nothing has to happen yet
hush now, hush now
just the snow, just the snow, just the dark and the warmth and the breath
Outro
and your breathing finds my breathing
and the long night gets us through
Verse
woke to the sound of water
where there'd only been white
a thin gold line on the treeline
the first warm crack of light
Verse
then a green thing, bold and stupid
pushed up through the snow at the root
didn't ask the world's permission
just decided to shoot
Chorus
green comes back, green comes back
slow as honey, slow as dawn
green comes back, green comes back
and you crack one eye on a world gone warm
Verse
color leaking down the valley
like ink into a cup
the fox lifts an eyelid, just an inch
the whole forest looking up
Chorus
green comes back, green comes back
slow as honey, slow as dawn
green comes back, green comes back
and you crack one eye on a world gone warm
Outro
and a bird I've never heard
tries out its one new song
Verse
laid my hand down soft, half afraid to know
on the quiet place where the cold winds go
held my own breath in, didn't make a sound
scared of what I'd find, scared of what I'd found
Pre-Chorus
then low, far under, faint and true
something small and warm came moving through
Chorus
still here, still here
after everything, you're still here
still going, soft and slow
the quietest thing I know
oh, I thought you were gone
but you're still holding on
still here
Verse
counted out the seconds in the dark and snow
sure the light had left a long time ago
but the cedar swayed and the night stayed still
and a little drum kept beating like it always will
Pre-Chorus
no, it never stopped, it just got low
the faithful little ache I didn't know
Chorus
still here, still here
after everything, you're still here
still going, soft and slow
the quietest thing I know
oh, I thought you were gone
but you're still holding on
still here
Bridge
all this time, all this time
through the longest dark I couldn't name
all this time, all this time
you were still beating under my palm
and I never even knew
that the warm part made it through
Chorus
still here, still here
after everything, we're still here
still going, soft and slow
the quietest thing I know
oh, I thought we were gone
but we're still holding on
still here
Outro
still here
still holding on
still here
Verse
shook the last of the cold off my back
felt the whole world leaning, waiting for the crack
one shaking leg out of the drift below
nobody coming, so I told myself to go
Pre-Chorus
and the snow gave a creak and the snow let go
and I rose up slow, and I rose up slow
Chorus
I stood up — (I stood up)
on my own — (on my own)
no one pulled me, no one carried me home
I stood up — (I stood up)
all alone — (all alone)
it came from inside, and it carried me home
Verse
back legs folding, but I tried them twice
set my jaw against the wind and ice
swaying like a candle, like a thing brand new
but I did not lie down, no I made it through
Pre-Chorus
and the snow gave a creak and the snow let go
and I rose up slow, and I rose up slow
Chorus
I stood up — (I stood up)
on my own — (on my own)
no one pulled me, no one carried me home
I stood up — (I stood up)
all alone — (all alone)
it came from inside, and it carried me home
Bridge
not the thaw, not the sun, not the one with the flame
nobody owed me, nobody came
just a voice in my chest saying get up, get up
so I got up, I got up, I got up
Chorus
I stood up — (I stood up)
on my own — (on my own)
no one pulled me, no one carried me home
I stood up — (I stood up)
all alone — (all alone)
it came from inside, and it carried me home
Outro
and I'm standing now
yeah I'm standing now
on my own
Verse
it broke all at once, the river let go
the green came up where there used to be snow
and the birds in the oaks just lost their minds
all the noise of the world coming back to life
Pre-Chorus
and I can't keep up and I don't even try
I just throw my arms out under the open sky
Chorus
so let it roar, let it roar
I never felt this alive before
let it shake the whole green floor
oh, I don't just survive anymore
let it roar, let it roar
this is what I came back for
Verse
white streak gone through the cedar trees
nine tails flying like a fire on the breeze
and I'm soaked to the knee and I'm laughing out loud
I'm a part of the noise, I'm a part of the crowd
Pre-Chorus
and I can't keep up and I don't even try
I just throw my arms out under the open sky
Chorus
so let it roar, let it roar
I never felt this alive before
let it shake the whole green floor
oh, I don't just survive anymore
let it roar, let it roar
this is what I came back for
Bridge
I know what it was to go weeks without sound
face pressed to the cold floor, snow piling around
but here — the river's out, the oaks are screaming loud
I'm so loud, I'm so loud, I'm so loud
Chorus
so let it roar, let it roar
I never felt this alive before
let it shake the whole green floor
oh, I don't just survive anymore
let it roar, let it roar
this is what I came back for
Outro
let it roar
oh, let it roar
this is what I came back for
Verse
first wild day winds down to evening
the forest catching its breath
and the coal I carried all this way
burned down to its last red thread
Verse
did its job, that little fire
woke a whole world from the cold
now the woods keep their own warmth
I can let the ember go
Chorus
burn low, burn low
you don't have to hold the light alone
burn low, burn low
the warm stays on when the fire's done
Verse
been a coal and been an ashes
been the spark and been the smoke
some warmth outlives the burning —
that's a thing the old fires know
Chorus
burn low, burn low
you don't have to hold the light alone
burn low, burn low
the warm stays on when the fire's done
Outro
and the last red eye of the coal
blinks out — and I'm still warm
Verse
something old was holding on
all this time, holding tight
tonight it finally loosens
and it lifts into the night
no goodbye, no falling
just a slow and rising glow
quiet as the breath I'm breathing
and I think I'm ready to let it go
Chorus
so let it go, let it drift
like a light up through the trees
let it go, let it drift
it was never meant for me to keep
and I'm okay, I'm okay
watching all of it rise
let it go, let it drift away tonight
Verse
all the versions of me that ached
all the winters I carried alone
they're floating up like lanterns now
and they're finding their way home
I don't reach, I don't chase them
I just lean my head back slow
and the dark gets warm and crowded
with the weight I'm letting go
Chorus
so let it go, let it drift
like a light up through the trees
let it go, let it drift
it was never meant for me to keep
and I'm okay, I'm okay
watching all of it rise
let it go, let it drift away tonight
Verse
one by one they leave the ground
and the cold that kept them lets them fly
nothing hurts the way I feared it
it just glows and says goodbye
and I'm lighter than I've ever been
underneath this clearing sky
Chorus
so let it go, let it drift
like a light up through the trees
let it go, let it drift
it was never meant for me to keep
and I'm okay, I'm okay
watching all of it rise
let it go, let it drift away tonight
Outro
the sky was full, and now it's clear
and somehow that's alright
let it go, let it drift
let it drift away tonight
13 / 16 Gathering Spirits
Verse
there's one bud left unopened
froze tight the autumn it went wrong
I've kept it by the coal this whole long walk
holding on, holding on
Build
and now the whole wood turns to face it
every branch, every thawed-out thing
leaning toward that one red knot
like it's holding its breath for spring
Tighten
it's coming, it's coming
I can feel the green strain at the seam
Build
the bud trembles on the bough
the light goes thick and gold and slow
everything that froze that autumn
about to let go
Tighten
it's coming, it's coming
I can feel the green strain at the seam
Tighten
any second now
any second now
any—
Verse
I carried it through the longest winter
a small held breath against my chest
I almost set it down a hundred times
I almost let the cold win the rest
but I kept it warm, I kept it hidden
all the way down through the dark
and I prayed that something still alive
was curled up in the marrow of my dark
Pre-Chorus
and the rain comes down
and the green splits wide
and the thing I feared would end me
opens up inside
Chorus
oh, it's blooming, blooming, bloodred and alive
everything I buried, look at how it survived
oh, it's blooming, blooming, redder for the wait
the wound became the flower, and the flower's wide awake
Verse
all the years I thought were wasted
all the cold I thought I'd drown
came back up as something burning
the brightest thing for miles around
no more hiding, no more holding
no more afraid of what's inside
it was never going to kill me
it was waiting to come alive
Chorus
oh, it's blooming, blooming, bloodred and alive
everything I buried, look at how it survived
oh, it's blooming, blooming, redder for the wait
the wound became the flower, and the flower's wide awake
Bridge
whatever you buried that autumn
whatever you swore you'd lost
look — it didn't die down there
it just waited out the frost
Chorus
oh, it's blooming, blooming, bloodred and alive
everything I buried, look at how it survived
oh, it's blooming, blooming, redder for the wait
the wound became the flower, and the flower's wide awake
Outro
one red flower in the rain
turning its face up to the light
everything I thought I lost
came back to life tonight
Verse
now the evening comes in easy
gold along the floor
the fox asleep in a patch of sun
like the winter never was before
Verse
and the old trees don't seem worried
they've watched a thousand springs
the freeze, the thaw, the bloom, the fall
they know how it all swings
Chorus
old and easy, old and calm
the woods have done this all along
old and easy, old and calm
nothing left to prove to anyone
Verse
it's not the forest that it was
and it's not sorry, not at all
just here, green and breathing
warm against the coming fall
Chorus
old and easy, old and calm
the woods have done this all along
old and easy, old and calm
nothing left to prove to anyone
Outro
the fox turns over in the sun
and I let the evening come
Verse
morning's coming up gold
all across the moss
I take one seed from the flower
press it warm against my coat
right beside the spark I crossed the cold for
the fox just watches from the trees
doesn't follow, doesn't have to
the light's enough, and the path's for me
Chorus
so I'm walking, keep on walking
into all that's up ahead
carrying the fire that found me
carrying the green instead of dread
and I don't know what's out there waiting
but I know the way through now
so I'm walking, keep on walking
into morning, onward, out
Verse
top of the ridge and I stop cold
'cause there it is again —
miles away, a stand of white
a whole world holding in its breath
and I feel the old fear flicker
but it doesn't take me down
'cause I've been frozen, and I made it
and I know the way to thaw it out
Chorus
so I'm walking, keep on walking
into all that's up ahead
carrying the fire that found me
carrying the green instead of dread
and I don't know what's out there waiting
but I know the way through now
so I'm walking, keep on walking
into morning, onward, out
Bridge
thin grey smoke on the far slope
someone's fire gone low
I've been exactly where you are
shaking in that ice and snow
hold on — I'm already coming
I remember the long way home
you won't have to do it on your own
Final Chorus
so I'm walking, keep on walking
into all that's up ahead
carrying the fire that found me
carrying the green instead of dread
and I don't know what's out there waiting
but I know the way through now
so I'm walking, keep on walking
into morning, onward, out
Outro
one warm coal still in my hand
one white wood up ahead
the cold won't keep it, I already know
'cause I'm walking, keep on walking
and the whole thing starts again